Whats unattractive about Black Americans who speak proper english?

The other day when I was walking and talking to a close friend of mine, we walked past a group of males they were a mixture of black and white and after we pasted the group one of the boys yelled " I hate it when black (ahem scuse my french) bitches wanna act like they white nd shit the fuck wrong with yall hoes." ..... I should've turned around and introduced him to my white acting fist  and hit him but  I didn't I ignored the foolishness along with my friend who was just as angry as I was and held it in.

I just want to know why people always take the way I talk as a flaw

About this Mademoiselle

Im a teen living in the ruff streets of the hood in Detroit and this is my struggle.  jk jk Im just a regular girl who loves earrings and nailpolish. An island girl lving in the states, a girl who is meant for the stage in the back, a pianist whos piano is broke and a singer without the chords. OK this is now a serious matter :) But Im new to this blogging thing and I just want to get my message across about senior year stress and how its okay to act like a young lady and you don't have be a girl in the videos that you may see on Mtv or BET just be you not a product of this world we live in. Just life is all im going to blog about really.

But Im a rising senior in Highschool, a HU hopeful and someone like everyone else trying to figure out their life in one way or another

Guys and Dolls and the internet

  I know for a while now this game has been going on. Girls loving with their hearts and guys loving the feeling of their pumping hearts. When I turned thirteen I was a boys toy, his doll who he loved to play with. He called me and texted me even sent me a rose on valentines day and a bracelet for my birthday. Around this time social networking sites were just starting to become popular. So me "naturally" wanting to follow the trend and make a myspace and bebo (lame I know) I made one and so did he. He even didn't want to be my other half on bebo and I was not on his top five on myspace. He said that "he didn't want everyone to be in on our relationship". BS!BS!BS! thats a bs alert because he clearly told some chick named Souljagurl313 that he loved her and whats her number on her comments! I was upset so the next day at school I complained to the girl who sat next to me in math class about the boy and she said that she was the same problem and her boyfriend was talking to Souljagirl313 too! So we pretty much put the puzzle pieces togther and figured out we were being played and we didn't go all "John Tucker must die" on the boy but we gave him a piece of our mind and broke it off.

After this event I realized relationships aren't all lollipops and flipflops but more of a lollipop and a licker? if you get what I mean like one person is just being eaten while the other person takes all your flavor.. yea like that... So boys if you're reading this don't play girls like a doll we're not plastic at least not all of us.

College searching..

Looking for colleges isn't really that hard. You have to see if you can afford it, class size, location and if its good. But then you hit one of the websites with the kids complaining they won't get in to Flordia State  with their 3.9 GPA and 35 ACT score...  Then if you're an 3.3 GPA and 24 ACT  type kid like I am your heart drops and you stop looking  for schools a little bit thinking that maybe junior college is for you, maybe your as smart as that kid who sits next to you in Geography class who thinks Mexico and South America are the same country... Or maybe not they're just not very smart. So for this next year Im gonna keep my head up high hoping, praying and wishing that these colleges may choose me  with those 3.9 students.